My dear father! Things became Rocky in my teenage years but know this my beloved father: I miss you so terribly much and wish we'd have shared more hours in my adulthood as a beloved memories I remember from my childhood! No longer in the flesh? I still love you. As we traveled up north in separate cars I always chose to ride with you. Yes I was a silly annoying child but no I treasured every moment that we spend together. I can't wait till my flesh wears out and we can be together again my beloved father